| Vietnam was a blast |
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i just got back from Vietnam.Singapore. and a cruise to Malaysia and Thailand. I'm suuuuuuuuuuuuper tired and i woke up at 3 AM and its like 5 now. i had such a wonderful time. and i realized how much i was a bad child. i think this trip changed me. i don't feel the same. i don't think i'll party so much anymore. not that i can anyway. but i don't even feel like i want to. i just want to hang out with my friends and thats it. no drugs or alcohol. i like myself sober. its great. i feel good. i hope everyone will understand. and i'm absolutely sure they will. come on you guys love me! hahhaha j.k j.k but i hope you do. but anyways. i took great pictures. and have cool stuff. mostly clothing. and my brother bought about 200 dvds. i have 1-4 season of the simpsons dvds!! and i h ave charlie and the chocolate factory with johnny depp. oh yeahhhh i have it alright. damn going to vietnam boosted up my confidence though. because THEY LOVE YOU THERE!!!! they're like...ooo americans hahaha. well they want your money but it was fun. i went to a store and they said they felt like they won the jackpot because i was going crazy buying all their clothes. i think i spent over 200 dollars there. and thats a lot of money there. about 4 million vietnamese dollars. each shirt was like 7 dollars. gosh everything was cheap. i didn't buy souvenirs there because my mom said it would break. so i bought stuff in thailand and singapore. just like pretty things. oh yeah i took these chinese/vietnamese/japanese pictures at some studio. i look sooooo asian. mainly because i am. but im gonna finish watching my bootleg dvds. can't wait to see everyone tomorrow. ITS FRIDAY!! yay. love ya
peace out.
its great to be home I LOVE AMERICA
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[12 Aug 2005|05:18am] |
i just got back from Vietnam.Singapore. and a cruise to Malaysia and Thailand. I'm suuuuuuuuuuuuper tired and i woke up at 3 AM and its like 5 now. i had such a wonderful time. and i realized how much i was a bad child. i think this trip changed me. i don't feel the same. i don't think i'll party so much anymore. not that i can anyway. but i don't even feel like i want to. i just want to hang out with my friends and thats it. no drugs or alcohol. i like myself sober. its great. i feel good. i hope everyone will understand. and i'm absolutely sure they will. come on you guys love me! hahhaha j.k j.k but i hope you do. but anyways. i took great pictures. and have cool stuff. mostly clothing. and my brother bought about 200 dvds. i have 1-4 season of the simpsons dvds!! and i h ave charlie and the chocolate factory with johnny depp. oh yeahhhh i have it alright. damn going to vietnam boosted up my confidence though. because THEY LOVE YOU THERE!!!! they're like...ooo americans hahaha. well they want your money but it was fun. i went to a store and they said they felt like they won the jackpot because i was going crazy buying all their clothes. i think i spent over 200 dollars there. and thats a lot of money there. about 4 million vietnamese dollars. each shirt was like 7 dollars. gosh everything was cheap. i didn't buy souvenirs there because my mom said it would break. so i bought stuff in thailand and singapore. just like pretty things. oh yeah i took these chinese/vietnamese/japanese pictures at some studio. i look sooooo asian. mainly because i am. but im gonna finish watching my bootleg dvds. can't wait to see everyone tomorrow. ITS FRIDAY!! yay. love ya
peace out.
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| My Complaint |
[18 Apr 2005|11:33pm] |
So i've been going through a stressful time right now. graduation, private situations. but i'm getting through it. my parents continue to bicker at me. and i'm a helpless fool who can't speak back to them in order to defend my life. my life that was in jepardy. the one thing that i control.and i prove to my parents that i can't even be responsible enough to ...to...what word am i thinking of? i suppose it could be ... . nope its not gonan come out.
i think my parents and i have finally come to an understanding. i really can't hide much from them. i love them so much. for being asian and so understanding. and always there for me. literally. through everything that could be imagined. i've come to the conclusion that i'm definitely an adult. and that i've grown up. especially with all that i've gone through. boy oh boy. its a trip alright. i don't want to dwell on that now. i want to show my appreciation to my two best friends. and my third best friend that i wish to see so much and miss so much.
dude. sierra is the bombest chick ever. i love her with all my heart life mind body soul everything. i'd bet it with her mind life body and soul on a poker game. she had been there for me through the rockiest of the rockiest of the rockiestest of times. no one can compare. seriously. i can honestly say i risk my life for her. and joe. he's like a big brother. at least one that i could tak to and i know he's always down to smoke a bowl. haha. but its more than that. it's a sense of security that i feel around him knowing he's a man and not judging me by my flabby fat/love handles or my over the top obsession with make up on my face. man...i had this all thought out in my head in the shower but i just can't think of it anymore. damn it damn it damn it. well just know that i love them. and to the last person which i don't wanna name.(subliminal maybe...not the person..haha) i miss you. you were such a great friend to me. what happened? we should talk sometime. i love you forever and always. even if you think i don't i do. i just wish you were there for me when i neeeded you. i love you though
i thought i need a boyfriend. or maybe i just wanted one. anyone would've been good. seriously i was getting kind of desperate. but i also realized in the shower that i really don't i got my best friends and i think i only want to hang out with them anyway. they keep me out of trouble. sort of. and they watch for me like i watch for them. its mutual. i think i'm gonna just party hard. and leave them boys alone. they don't want me anyways.
sorry for this sappy entry. you didn't have to read it you know. so its your own damn fault. i never write it this thing. its just,i felt like i need to get these things out and not kept inside. i'm ending it . peace out
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[23 Feb 2005|10:51pm] |
grass grows around to the bottom of the sea where the bell rings to the bah bah bah beeaattt......damn you. damn it. fuck fuck fuck.
i'm feeling a tid bit strange.
grarr.
daadaaadaaa
daamn
sickness follows you through me. its slippin away out out there. no fair.
you're out.
from me
bye.
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[31 Jan 2005|06:56pm] |
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The girl, she just cant win.
I, on the other hand, am smitten.
three.
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[12 Jan 2005|11:55pm] |
he's so cute he's so cute he's so cute
omg ahhh i'm so giddy
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[12 Jan 2005|09:57pm] |
i have a date to the winter ball!
and his name is tommy! yay hahaha...
i'm not a pedifile. i swear!
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[06 Jan 2005|01:44pm] |
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i'm gonna be a beautician with david at the paul mitchell school in orange county!!!!!!!!
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[03 Jan 2005|10:12pm] |
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ummmm new years suck. all of those i love know what happened. haha
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[21 Dec 2004|09:48pm] |
| You scored as Buddhist.
Buddhist | | 85% | Jewish | | 80% | Cult | | 75% | Catholic | | 75% | Anarchist | | 70% | Christian | | 70% | </td>
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haha that's funny.
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