Take me I'm YOURS

Vietnam was a blast

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 12:29:26 GMT

i just got back from Vietnam.Singapore. and a cruise to Malaysia and Thailand. I'm suuuuuuuuuuuuper tired and i woke up at 3 AM and its like 5 now. i had such a wonderful time. and i realized how much i was a bad child. i think this trip changed me. i don't feel the same. i don't think i'll party so much anymore. not that i can anyway. but i don't even feel like i want to. i just want to hang out with my friends and thats it. no drugs or alcohol. i like myself sober. its great. i feel good. i hope everyone will understand. and i'm absolutely sure they will. come on you guys love me! hahhaha j.k j.k but i hope you do. but anyways. i took great pictures. and have cool stuff. mostly clothing. and my brother bought about 200 dvds. i have 1-4 season of the simpsons dvds!! and i h ave charlie and the chocolate factory with johnny depp. oh yeahhhh i have it alright. damn going to vietnam boosted up my confidence though. because THEY LOVE YOU THERE!!!! they're like...ooo americans hahaha. well they want your money but it was fun. i went to a store and they said they felt like they won the jackpot because i was going crazy buying all their clothes. i think i spent over 200 dollars there. and thats a lot of money there. about 4 million vietnamese dollars. each shirt was like 7 dollars. gosh everything was cheap. i didn't buy souvenirs there because my mom said it would break. so i bought stuff in thailand and singapore. just like pretty things. oh yeah i took these chinese/vietnamese/japanese pictures at some studio. i look sooooo asian. mainly because i am. but im gonna finish watching my bootleg dvds. can't wait to see everyone tomorrow. ITS FRIDAY!! yay. love ya

peace out.

its great to be home I LOVE AMERICA

V

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 12:27:55 GMT

My Complaint

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 07:06:27 GMT

So i've been going through a stressful time right now. graduation, private situations. but i'm getting through it. my parents continue to bicker at me. and i'm a helpless fool who can't speak back to them in order to defend my life. my life that was in jepardy. the one thing that i control.and i prove to my parents that i can't even be responsible enough to ...to...what word am i thinking of? i suppose it could be ... . nope its not gonan come out.

i think my parents and i have finally come to an understanding. i really can't hide much from them. i love them so much. for being asian and so understanding. and always there for me. literally. through everything that could be imagined. i've come to the conclusion that i'm definitely an adult. and that i've grown up. especially with all that i've gone through. boy oh boy. its a trip alright. i don't want to dwell on that now. i want to show my appreciation to my two best friends. and my third best friend that i wish to see so much and miss so much.

dude. sierra is the bombest chick ever. i love her with all my heart life mind body soul everything. i'd bet it with her mind life body and soul on a poker game. she had been there for me through the rockiest of the rockiest of the rockiestest of times. no one can compare. seriously. i can honestly say i risk my life for her. and joe. he's like a big brother. at least one that i could tak to and i know he's always down to smoke a bowl. haha. but its more than that. it's a sense of security that i feel around him knowing he's a man and not judging me by my flabby fat/love handles or my over the top obsession with make up on my face. man...i had this all thought out in my head in the shower but i just can't think of it anymore. damn it damn it damn it. well just know that i love them. and to the last person which i don't wanna name.(subliminal maybe...not the person..haha) i miss you. you were such a great friend to me. what happened? we should talk sometime. i love you forever and always. even if you think i don't i do. i just wish you were there for me when i neeeded you. i love you though

i thought i need a boyfriend. or maybe i just wanted one. anyone would've been good. seriously i was getting kind of desperate. but i also realized in the shower that i really don't i got my best friends and i think i only want to hang out with them anyway. they keep me out of trouble. sort of. and they watch for me like i watch for them. its mutual. i think i'm gonna just party hard. and leave them boys alone. they don't want me anyways.

sorry for this sappy entry. you didn't have to read it you know. so its your own damn fault. i never write it this thing. its just,i felt like i need to get these things out and not kept inside. i'm ending it . peace out

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 06:53:06 GMT

grass grows around to the bottom of the sea where the bell rings to the bah bah bah beeaattt......damn you. damn it. fuck fuck fuck.

i'm feeling a tid bit strange.
grarr.

daadaaadaaa
daamn
sickness follows you through me. its slippin away out out there. no fair.
you're out.
from me
bye.

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 02:56:46 GMT

The girl, she just cant win.

I, on the other hand, am smitten.

three.

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 07:56:10 GMT

he's so cute he's so cute he's so cute

omg ahhh i'm so giddy

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 05:58:18 GMT

i have a date to the winter ball!

and his name is tommy! yay hahaha...

i'm not a pedifile. i swear!

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 18:04:27 GMT

i'm gonna be a beautician with david at the paul mitchell school in orange county!!!!!!!!

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 06:13:14 GMT

ummmm new years suck. all of those i love know what happened. haha

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 05:48:25 GMT

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haha that's funny.

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 18:49:56 GMT

i've been extremely busy lately. and today i finally slept in. omg it was the best ever. now i have to go see my master at the airport. i think i'm gonna go high. hahahaha it'll be ten times better cuz maybe i 'll fucking see his HUGE ASS auora. that would be sick. but this is my little post today.

thanks leann and sam for hanging out with me yestaday!
and thanks to alex cassidy and carlos for coming to my concert thing on thurs
and last but not least DEFINITELY NOT LEAST
THANKS TO LEANN UYEN SAM AND BRYAN!!!! for coming to the other show on tues.

i love those guys!

man i have one fatty ass shroom that weighs a little more than an eigth. holy fuck...i'm gonna trip!

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 16:58:26 GMT

what?!?!?!
school is going to drive me crazy. i think i am crazy....if i don't go to class anymore. what will happen? i don't know because my fucking counselor never answersd my fucking question!! and i'm typing with gloves on cuz its so cold and i keep typing misc. letters but i don't care to delete them. cuz i'm a lazy fuck. sorry this is one of those "complaining" post that no one likes to read. so don't read it dumb fuck! haha j.k i actually love you. foreals i do. ahhh. but school is stressing me out. i hate waking up int ht emorning. i can't wait till college. i'll wake my ass up at 1 pm. ha. now thats what i'm waiting for. the only thing i'll wake up for is work.friends.or something important>? idk whatever tho.

ok that's my compaint. i'm done i really am

i didn't go to 1st and 2nd again. oops i need to go to 3 sat. schools. i'm behind again? i don't think i'll graduate with honors. but i don't think i care. but my mom cares i think. she wants me to quit work. which i'm not. PSHhHh. i love my friends UYEN LEANN SAM BRYAN and other butt faces i hang out with but i'm happy for SAM and i'm kinda happy for me. i like someone. but i don't have them. it sucks. but i kinda have him?> but only my good friends i mean good best friends know. and they know who they are. cuz they know! haha duh. i gotta get to school now. but yeah i wish someone i like, likes me too. damn it

i need a male companion. like a REAL one

leann and uyen too. and bryan needs a girl too

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 04:43:14 GMT

i almost forgot the lovely BRYAN

he's our boy toy hahahahaha

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 04:13:28 GMT

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 00:31:25 GMT

leann, uyen, and david!!

i'm gonna take you

with your head down and

my body spread out

i'm gonna make you

touch me all over

let me scream and shout

you little bitch

get on your knees

beg for mercy

and I’ll make your heart bleed

you want this

you know you do

wipe my pussy juice

all over you

so just take it, take it

before its all gone

i'm moving so fast that

you don't know whats on

take it

break it

spank it

fuck it’s all over

my orgasms so high

can’t come down

what do I do now

my minds out of control

you can’t handle it

but look there you go

with your tongue my clit

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 09:11:16 GMT

so i wanna thank *LEANN* for experiencing with me one of the best nights ever!!!

so me and leann hung out with paul and eric fromt he chinese stars. which was totally awesome! i can't believe that we did. we went to sunset cliffs. i had a great time. oh drunken fools.

that is all i have to say

oh i really miss sam. like times 238748932749834238438294 million kazillion.

ps. uyen!!!!! i wish you coulda came too grRrr i'm so mad at you!!!
haha just kidding. i love you!

partying with the freshman

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 17:42:24 GMT

yesterday was sooooo crazy! i hung out with two sickass freshman. alex and jay. man they're sick as fuck. anyways it was sooo fun. first i picked up alex at school and then we went to get ice cream in hilcrest. well we really went there to get tickets to Le Tigre and The Faint!!! ((sam i have an extra one of each for you if you want them)). then we went to blockbuster to rent a movie. and guess who we saw there!?!?!?!? BUT OF COURSE JAY! haha. he was skating with chris' little friends tim and ryan. then we snagged him up and actually went in the store and we wanted to see a scary movie but then decided we should go get drunk and watch a movie at the movie theaters! and then we couldn't find alcohol. so we just decided to go see the movie. BUT the movie already started so we were like let's go see a drive in!!! and then we're like nawww we'll wait for the next show...and so we drove around looking for alcohol cuz my bro was being a butt. then we saw some random guys in the car next to us right in front of MV and we asked them and they're like sure. and so we went to the liquor store and got some vodka. and we're like....let's go to the beach!!! and so we went there. and got drunk. i had a lot of fun with my little freshman. oh and the fun wasn't over. we went to hilcrest again to get more ice cream. and drove pass downtown. and the convention center and the navy base. and onto the freeway. and we wanted to visit sam at work but when we got there it was closed already =( so we left and i was already pooped. so we all went home... what a great night. *big sigh*

hope you had as much fun as i did.

energy drinks are fun!

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 19:44:25 GMT

and sooo i got a new car!!!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how awesome!! its a 2000 solara silver. yes! omg i love it. i'm all bubbly inside. woot woot party over here! the party has just begun.

i love everyone. everything is going so good for me. i hope nothing goes wrong. ahh!! jinxing myself. no no bad michelle i'm crazy haha

ok i'll talk to you at school tomorrow. i heart you bye bye

j.k i'm not crazy you are!!

ps. let's be best friends.
pps. you are cool
ppps. no you're not
pppps. j.k you are
ppppps. i'm not a nerd
pppppps. yes i am hahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahaha

hello

goodbye.

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 05:28:38 GMT

today i played with my friend alec. he's so cute and quiet. how adorable. anyway. then i played with ralph and then with sam. the end.

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 00:41:20 GMT

so i started work at submarina on friday! yay! it was so fun and i worked with liz and nikki. they're are so funny together. and then after work i went to a hotel party. it was kyle elliots. it was alright but we left and then went to OB and some weird guys were trying to get at us so we went to me up with my friend david and andrew in mira mesa. i met new people...missy rob dustin max and some weird girl that didn't talk much...and grrrrr anyway! missy is sosososososos osososososoooo cute! and pretty. i like her alot!! i hope i can hang out with her soon. =) so we met up at la jolla shores and had a little bonfire. after that we played with a beach ball in some back alley. haha it was pretty fun. we finally left at 6 o clock in the morning. omg andrew is too cute. i think i'm crushing on him, but he was talking to that girl that doesn't talk...i guess? grrrrr again. i dunno i don't care that much. its just a crush. but he's omg amazing..heehee...

jeezzzz i was so tired cuz then i had to work for my aunt the next morning. so i worked for her and then i worked at submarina. it was of course fun again. it was so crazy. ok. i listened to my voicemail cuz i left my phone at sams and we went back to get it and i had missed a call. my friend james called and said "hey you should come hang out with me and patrick at his house. i'll call you back in twenty." and exactly 5 secs after i hung off my voicemail. he called!! it was crazy haha. but yeah me and sam went to patrick's house and we watched some SCARY ass movie. well i'm not sure if it was that scary because i was pretty stoned and it just seemed like it. but yeah we left at like 3. then i had to work again today ((sunday)) for my aunt. i'm so tired now. but i'm gonna go to hilcrest to get some new shades..yay! ok bye!

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 23:30:34 GMT

oh yeah...

we went to carl's jr after and harassed the guy that was taking our order. and plus we were all half naked haha. we got his number and were suppose to hang out with him but we were all too tired.

oh well

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 23:27:50 GMT

and so. i went to the moving units show with people and it was grrrrrrrrrreat! and i loved it. but i think i was getting raped by some naked man behind me. and chris just stood there and laughed. he didn't even tell me! gRrr. oh well haha. anyway. i had a lot of fun. i hope we can all do this again. okie dokie.

toodles!

HAWAI'I

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 22:25:05 GMT

i didn't hawai'i had 3 syllabyls. anyways. i had a great time i met some new cool people and met up with old cool people

Oklahoma Girls and One Texan--------

Nancy - omg this girl is too cute! she is so sweet and nice. She always has a smile on her face and is hardly ever mad or sad. except this one time when they tried to kick us out of the little blue hawaii club. that was so funny cuz she gave them ATTiTuDE.

Lisa - she knows how to dance really well! and she's gorgeuous. i think she could be a model. definitely pretty enough. i love her little ghetto accent. i even catch myself saying a few words the same.

Thien - this girl is hardcore baby! she doesn't take shit from no one. but she's great. always cracking jokes with her comments. its hilarious. she has a bit of ghetto in her too.

Old School Buddies-------

David - of course i gotta shout to david. i love this guy! he's so funny in his little dorky way. boy can get low tho!! haha...

Sony - we actually got evidence of this guy getting freaking on the dance floor. he better start meditating to make up for it.

Linda - My girl! i've known this girl since like forever! we always go to Dai Hoi together. we had our good times. and many more to come

Cathy - I just met her this like year or last. but you've been sickass. i don't know about her boy tho. he be causin drama for her! we need to talk more!

Kim - the youngest of the bunch awww. she's a sweetheart. a little too curious maybe. stay good.

James - i love his australian accent! it's funny how we met. i can't really remember but i know that he was annoying me with those questions "do i know you? do i know you?" hey i actually think he pulled this whole group together because he was friends with every in the group now. and before we didn't know each other at all until he introduced us.

Sy - OMG!!! He is the most funniest danish guy you'll ever meet. he has a strong accent and can't speak english very well. but he can hold a convo. i remember when i first met him and i thought he was gay. and i would speak in english thinking he didn't understand but he knew exactly what i was saying

Gia - man he was so shy the very first time i met him. but as the years go by he gets louder and louder "YO MAMA!"

Phu - i got to know him a lot better this year. he's a pretty cool guy. i beat his ass at HORSE! i'm the winner and he's the whore! haha.

Tony - he's always busy with his family and meditating. but good for him. this year i saw him alot less. but maybe next year he'll play with all of us more.

i think that's it. sorry if i missed anyone. just comment if i did!

ps. i miss vienny this year. it was really weird without her.

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 21:44:15 GMT

i hate school

i hate the attendance lady

i

i

i...hate monte vista

aloha

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 06:17:50 GMT

i'm off to hawaii tomorrow. i won't see anyone for one week hopefully i see jarod or andrew in hawaii that would be cool. well i'm off to bed night night.....